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Love your fellow dreamers
as you love the dream
I got an iPod for Christmas last year. It’s one of the best presents
that I have ever received. I take it everywhere I go and I listen to it
in my office, in my car, and at home. I’ve spent the past few months loading
it up with all of my favorite tunes, and I’ve spent so much money at the
iTunes store that I really should consider buying stock in the company!
I’ve heard that you can tell a lot about a person by the music that is
on their iPod. I guess what you could tell about me is that my taste is
eclectic because it’s all there: classical, rock, jazz, blues, country,
and liturgical, of course. One of my recent purchases was Queen’s Greatest
Hits, which includes “We Are
the Champions,” “Bohemian Rhapsody,” and “We Will Rock You.” Then there’s
another one of their big hits, “Another One Bites the Dust.” It reminds
me of a lot of my friends in music ministry: “And another’s gone and another
one’s gone, another one bites the dust.”
When a friend of mine called a few weeks ago to say that he had submitted
his resignation after serving as director of music at a large suburban
parish for eight years, I must say I wasn’t surprised. He had endured years
of difficulty: a pastor who refused to communicate, liturgy that was haphazard,
and surprises lurking around every corner. The liturgy committee met once
or twice a year. The pastor chaired the committee. Meetings never lasted
more than a half hour or so because the pastor always had to dash off to
another meeting, the funeral home, or a wedding rehearsal. There was always
an excuse. Despite years of promises that things would change, they never
did. It speaks volumes that the pastor took more than a week to even acknowledge
receiving my friend’s letter of resignation. So this talented and dedicated
pastoral musician is leaving. Another one bites the dust. But he isn’t
leaving to take a position in another parish that would appreciate his
abilities. No, he’s just leaving and glad to be doing so. He says he wants
his life back.
Sadly, this is not an uncommon story. I’ve heard it over and over and
over. How did this all happen? I think it started way back in 1976. Father
Virgil Funk, a priest of the Diocese of Richmond, recognized the need for
church musicians to be better trained and educated. He realized that following
the Second Vatican Council there was much turmoil and confusion among musicians.
The times, they were a changin’, and it was clear that someone needed to
step in and provide guidance and leadership. Virgil Funk was the man. While
he wasn’t a musician himself, he had a deep interest in liturgical music
and recognized the power that music could have in bringing parish communities
together. After doing much research and against the advice of many, Father
Funk formed the National Association of Pastoral Musicians. NPM changed
the face of musicians and music in Catholic churches, for better or worse.
Father Funk’s vision of NPM was multifaceted. He recognized that church
musicians needed instruction in a number of areas. He envisioned musicians
that were skilled in their art, whether it was singing or playing an organ,
piano, or guitar. He envisioned musicians who were capable and comfortable
communicating with clergy and their congregations. He envisioned musicians
who were capable of liturgical planning and preparation, not only on a
weekly basis but seasonally as well. He envisioned musicians who were people
of faith and spirituality. And in addition to all of these dreams, he envisioned
a church in which the musicians that had been trained, formed, and nurtured
could earn a fair, just, and living wage. So 30-some-odd years ago, he
and a few pioneers set out to achieve his goal.
I have fond memories of NPM. In the ’70s and ’80s NPM was a vibrant
and alive organization that challenged, educated, and encouraged musicians
to be the absolute best that they could be. I recall that their motto or
slogan was something about a circle of friends, and NPM certainly gave
“circle of friends” a whole new meaning! Every convention was a gathering
of irrepressible musicians who took over hotels and stayed up until the
wee hours singing, laughing, and telling the most unbelievable true church
stories. Most importantly, we supported each other and made friendships,
many of which would last a lifetime.
A lot has changed since those early years of NPM. It has grown and evolved.
There are special sections of NPM for cantors, pianists, campus ministers,
youth, and a separate division for full-time musicians.
Twenty-five or 30 years ago, many church musicians accepted NPM’s challenge.
They were a bunch of cockeyed optimists who were willing to work, study,
and strive for excellence in what they knew was their vocation. Today those
people are older and wiser. I fear that some of them are tired, discouraged,
and disappointed. They’ve been overworked and underpaid, but far worse
than that, they have been taken advantage of and taken for granted. They
spent precious time studying. Many had families and full-time jobs. They
sandwiched in their studies whenever they could. Their families often took
a back seat to their commitment to excellence in ministry. But it was okay,
because they had a dream: a dream of moving people closer to God in a way
that only they could do, through the ministry of their music. It was okay
if they left their families early on Christmas Eve and didn’t show up until
the middle of Christmas Day, exhausted and irritable. It was okay if they
couldn’t visit friends and family out of town on any holiday because their
ministry came first. It was okay if their personal lives were less important
than their church work. It was okay because there was a dream involved.
For some, that dream became a nightmare.
I’m worried. I’ve been worried for quite some time now. I’m worried
about the next generation of pastoral musicians. I’m not sure if anyone
in the church hierarchy has taken stock of where good church musicians
come from or, perhaps more importantly, where they are going. I have a
pretty good idea. Good church musicians are the product of years of training,
formation, instruction, education, and most importantly experience — experience
not only in music but in liturgy as well. Sadly, many are leaving because
they have been treated with disrespect and/or disregard. In some parishes,
musicians merely serve a function. It doesn’t matter if they can play,
sing or direct; it doesn’t matter if they can plan, prepare, or execute.
Showing up is good enough.
I suspect that some in music ministry have been cast aside and treated
poorly because of their competence, not a lack thereof. The very ministers
who were encouraged to achieve a greater level of competence have become
a threat to those in power. It’s about time that all in the church, in
the pews and in the pulpit, realize that we are about the same thing. It’s
not about who’s smarter or more talented. It’s not about who’s in charge
or who has the authority. It’s not about who is ordained and who isn’t.
Through our baptism, we are all disciples of Christ. There’s no room for
competition and there’s no room for jealousy. There’s no room for envy
or pettiness. We are all called to witness and live the gospel message.
I pray daily for all those who minister in the church, especially ministers
of music. I pray that they not become discouraged or lose heart. I pray
that they are treated with the respect and dignity that they deserve. I
pray that they continue to serve the church faithfully. I pray that they
continue to encourage, foster, and train young musicians to serve in the
years to come. Perhaps most importantly, I pray that the dream that has
been given to all is kept alive. I pray that we all have the strength,
the hope, the courage, and the conviction to pass on that dream. Perhaps
Monsignor James P. Moroney said it best during a recent address to the
FDLC:
Love that dream and love your fellow dreamers: whether they
sing it in hymns or polyphonic forms, whether they prefer to kneel or to
stand, whether they prefer Latin or English, whether they prefer to look
East or West. Love your fellow dreamers, as you love the dream. For, at
the end of the world, when we stand before the first singer of the Paschal
hymn, what will matter most will not be our personal preferences, but our
full and actual participation with heart and soul and body and mind in
the Holy and Living Sacrifice of Praise! (USCCB Newsletter 43 [Oct.–Nov.
2007]). ML
Ada L. Simpson is director of liturgy and music at Our Lady of Mount
Carmel in Boonton, N.J. She holds a master's degree in pastoral ministry
from Caldwell College, Caldwell, N.J.
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